Autumn Brianne: Mystery School

Imagine waking up to "I can't stop thinking about you" texts from the love of your life.
 Randomly finding secret love notes hidden in your jacket pockets. 
Even being treated to surprise shopping sprees that he budgeted for and sponsored. ;)
 Imagine from day one, KNOWING that the man in your life is not *just* the man you wanted, but a man that PRAYED for you.
Imagine the heart opening, body relaxing, love inducing feeling of being TRULY wanted, chosen, and treasured.

Think about it for a moment...
How would a man that has been on the hunt for you treat you when he found you?
How would the man who has literally been praying for you care for your heart?

How would the man who had a list of what he wants in a woman cherish you when you finally became his?!

THIS IS DREAM GIRL ENERGY.

But this is not where I started. If you asked any of my best friends about my love life a mere 5 years ago, they would have told you about desperate phone calls, an endless desire to be chosen, and faux bafflement over men because they either:

1) weren't willing to fully choose me
2) were obviously NOT the right man for me, or
3) the only exclusivity they were interested in was being available to hook up, exclusively.

Maybe you giggled at that, or rolled your eyes, or felt a deep, tender pinging in your own heart...

But, please do not feel bad for me. Because 5 years later- I am in love with the man I see as my future husband. A man who is absolutely OBSESSED with me. A man who, on his own volition, wants to be married and in love, forever. A man I deeply respect and admire (I don't want to change anything about him!!!!)

"Are you real?"
"You're a dream come true"
"I cant stop thinking about you"

These are the text messages I get on the daily.

Long gone are the days of pretending I don't want everlasting love.

And after the DREAM GIRL CHALLENGE, they will be gone for you, too.

What changed?

I became the dream girl...
HIS dream girl.

The 2 main things unfolded in those 5 years:
1) I had a boss babe arc that was absolutely crucial for my self imagine but did NOT fulfill the desires and deep longing in my heart
2) I let go of protection. Opened my heart. And became the MOST VALUABLE asset my man could add to his portfolio. ;)

Inside of DREAM GIRL, I am going to lay out the complete map for you from:

- desiring something that couldn't choose me to being so DESIRED that I became the 1st priority.

- thinking the love I wanted didn't exist and I would have to settle or reluctantly sacrifice the most tender aspects of myself to have my needs met... to being absolutely DEVOURED in love by the man of my dreams

- being a boss babe by day, romance novel reader by night, trying to find my deepest hearts fulfillment in money, clients and success.. to what I was ACTUALLY craving which was to be swept off my feet, out of my mind, into an epic, story book level, love that had the power to transform my life and my heart

- carrying extra weight + not being absolutely IN LOVE with my body... to losing 15lbs from ONE KEY energetic shift and feeling HOT and magnetic AF

- Thinking I need to be more (or less, depending on the day) and feeling like I were in some way unworthy, wanting to hide my NEED to be special and chosen... to owning who I am, feeling reverence for my feminine need to be special, and ALLOWING an amazing man to claim me as his. YUM.